Dear Sunshine Vanguard

Our Debutante’s debut was rising to the surface as you misled and misconstrued my intellectual capabilities with slick verses of psychological warfare. Not understanding that I had engaged in numerous battles and understood all the intricacies and rehearsed all your scripts before meeting each other.

Poetic justice is not what I am looking for in this test of time, but full recourse from your underlined bullshit. It was a pleasurable season of tongue lashing, but I knew your season ended when you stood me up for the second time and abruptly canceled our date. You thought that I was a brand-new fool who was never accustomed to anything. But, my sweet love, have you ever heard of having a lovely humble pie and not needing to spread all the rumors of fine dining, concerts, and trips across the world, amongst other things. When you have primed to be cultured, there’s a beauty to being humble.

Unfortunately, what you are looking for in this season is a person who never had anything, did anything with their lives, and is simply looking for a savior. You come will the trappings that are designed to explode like a bomb. As you can see that I have too many great things going on in my life and never subscribed to being the victim.

Animosity has seized the moment, and I am expressing my deepest condolences to you as I end this dynamic cocktail. Signaled with disillusionment and wanting one to be perfect in your eyes, but yet not doing any form of correction on your part. Not budging on your standards or compromising but undermining my standards as though your rule book supersedes mine. Attempting to change my criteria as though what I was looking for was not realistic, but in the same breath laying out all of your rules, which one must follow.

Rejecting and subjecting your false narrative that you don’t celebrate certain holidays because you don’t want to splurge or acknowledge someone’s presence is disgusting and is a form of gaslighting.

The idea that you would want someone to delude my perception of life as you postulated your theory to quandary my school of thought and derail the concept of respect and dignity to flatten the curb.

Descending like a flagrant militate and slick tricks as you tried to wheel in your next victim before they noticed all your slide clever ways. I’ve seen and witnessed these scenes many times before we said hello, and I enjoyed all the pleasantries and all the formal introductory formalities. It hurts my heart to see such a divine-human being trying to hold someone in duress; it’s a comedy of error unfolding before our eyes to absorb all the antipathy one would take just to be a cloak of deceptive wastrel a human being.

My temperament was calm and relaxed, but I had many aspirations that I divinely held dear to my heart for your future. Unfortunately, you were a leech clinging onto anything that seemed prosperous as you dressed in sheep clothing, but simply you didn’t get the proper wisdom needed that would have guided you and know that not everyone is at your level. So, pick wisely and carefully next time.

May abundance flow like the ocean that besets before you and may continue refining your skills; not knowing what you said hello yesterday was really a trained operative of deception. Moreover, never underestimate the divine feminine. It was a beautiful dual that needed to happen, and I know I have learned a valuable lesson, so as I close, it was great while it lasted.

Final regards,

Spiritual Awakening

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