Confession to Self

It is one thing to drift away like a sailing ship, but it’s another too deeply plant your feet in the ground during a tsunami and look at all the seasons dwindling like past night lovers.

When conversations like relationships, family, new beginnings, and all the things that warrant a kiss, Hail Mary, or nice scotch to soothe the pain and glory that comes along when the fringes pull like bomb disposal, you start to have an internal conversations with yourself, if you made the right decisions.

As people started chasing those milestones well before you landed your mark, you sometimes feel you have not done enough. And a swift of competition starts to weigh in, and you gravitate towards higher ground and remind yourself, there’s no person like you, and therefore, while some come to throw you off your game, you must remind yourself that you’re on track.

There’s no single method or trajectory that one must take to reach the pinnacle of a relationship, family, and career, which makes us individually unique and divinely blessed.

So, whenever the glimpse of comparison, fear, or some call you to ask you what you have been up to, just tell them that you are divinely rising the ranks of love, prosperity, and all the things that you were destined to discover in the journey of life, which we were all supposed to do because there are no two persons alike, and if so, life would not be interesting.

As I enter this month of May or any new month, I look forward to releasing anything that has not served its purpose in my new season, so please do not call me asking me anything about my life, what I have been up to, and whom I am sleeping with, and when are you planning to get married, or my favorite, do you want to be single the rest of your life, as though you are controlling my reproductive organs at your fingertips. What I do in my life has no merit in your ether.

Mainly when you are a cesspool of deplorables that never really carried any value in my life. So, as I enter this month, I leave you in April. There’s nothing more remarkable when you love to stay afloat on shipless oceans, while I continue to sail and anchor my ship on divine oceans.

When I dream of morning dew, it’s clear as the ocean that touches my heart, body, mind and spirit.

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